i have lose u now =)

2009-04-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

A day to bugis with gladys ! lazy to post le !!! BYYYYEEEEEEEEE ...

2009-04-06T10:33:00.000-07:00

It was my birthday ! Went to baby house first then headed to east coast after that. Quite a number of ppl came down. Ate dinner with him and his brother ! The food is delicious ! After we eat , we went to find place to cut cake. I was damn ps de can ?! they all sing happy birthday song to me lors ! I really damn shy de and went to hide behind baby. HAHAHAHA. It was my first time to have my boyfriend celebrate my birthday with me. *Happy* ^^ Baby help me cut the cake sia ! xin ku ni le ! All credits goes to baby today ! He make the effort to ask his brothers to come down n celebrate with me !

Baby brothers are all very cute ! But only got me n jiahui 2 girls only ! =( But ! I love jiahui ! she help me took pictures which i cant really take it all by myself ! Most importantly , baby gave me a necklace ! To me , it was a very beautiful thing i ever received ! He did all the plannings for me. Really love baby alot ! Go home at around 10 pm ! It was early i noe. =( But i was having fun !

Anyway , i took quite a number of pictures today ! Didn't really want to type much. =( sorry readers ! But some of the pictures r quite dark. BUT pls bear with it ! Cause over there is dark. =.=" Anyway, just enjoy the pictures bahs ! =)

when i'm on my way to baby's house !

Baby's mother ! Muacks ! <3

Guess who ?! No need guess oso noe luhs .. HAHAS !

Me & the sweety jia hui ! ^^

Baby is helping me to prepare the cake !

Soooo sweet of him ! <3

Muacks !

Ben & hia hui. Sweet hors ? HAHAHAHA !

Stupid wei an doing stupid pose ! =.="

again .....................

again ..............

And again !! He's cute right ? =)

When thay r all singing B'day song. Soooooo PAI SEH de can ? =.=

Me & baby !<3

wshing .......... =)

When baby is cutting the cake ... His bro went to kick his butt ! HAHAHA!

Ben & jiahui again ... The lovely couple !

The cake is yummy ! thanks baby ! <3

I love u ! *dark pic* =.="

Baby & Ben ! Brother's for life !

Love jiahui lots ! Muacks !

The two couples ! =)

On my way home le ...... =(

Once again , thanks baby for everything ! It was really sooooooo sweet of u to do all the plannings. I really love u baby ! Thanks ! <3

2009-03-30T04:04:00.000-07:00

On saturday , i work in suntec carrefour. U noe what ?! I m promoting the ULTIMATE BRA SAVER ! OMG !!! Can u believe that i actually did this type of job ?!!!! hahas. I have no choice but to do. Cause 3 ppl birthday falls on the April ! (Including mine !!) =) i have no money at all los. =( But i feel that the BRA SAVER not bad luhs. Cause it can protect the bra from getting *out of shape* especially those very expensive bras ! And the bra can actually last longer and keep looking new ohs ! Wonderfull isn't it ? LOLS ! Between , who wanna buy pls tag me. =)

Anyway , the BRA SAVER no ppl buy de ! Although it is *WONDERFULL* =.=" I m just standing there doing nth ! Damn sian de can ? I rather busy than doing nth. Time passes EXTREMELY slowly. But luckily , i have my phone with me ! So i took lots of pictures including myself. =D Take a look below to see how the BRA SAVER looks like ! HAHAHAHAHA !!!

On sunday morning , i went to pray my grandfather. It was so damn hot there as many ppl are burning the paper money for the dead. The fire is very very bigggg !! All of us sweat till very jialut. My jiu jiu say spoil image. HAHAS ! i agree lors ! we are all sweating like hell ! i have no choice but to tie up my hair ! Really spoil image sia ! Believe or not see the 2 pictures below. =D

2009-03-26T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hi all ! I hope i m back to blogging. Just wanna tell all my friends i m doing fine now. Beauty therapy was a great and fun course. Do try it out if u have a chance man ! HAHAHAHA.

I will upload few pictures since i have nth much to say. =)

2008-12-15T06:31:00.000-08:00

I was sooo tired today. Maybe not enough slp bahs. Was working at pastamania today. Guess who i saw ? I saw Aik Hee n Gary ! Aik hee come pasta eat while Gary was accompany her sister shop. hahas. But too bad he did not saw me. HAHAS ! After working at pasta , i went to find gladys at E hub. Find till i wan to die los. I thought in downtown. But i nearly forget there build a E hub. =.=" When i reach there , saw a shorty jiu noe that is her le ! =X LOLS ! siao liaos. Tmr sure kena beaten by her. "anyone , help pls !" Haas.

Anyway , sin hui , shereen , ke li , benny , choon etc find gladys. Happy to saw sin hui n ke li. hahas ! Went to sakura before i go home. Just to see old friends there. They damn happy when they saw me. HAHAS ! See ? i was sooooooo popular there. One year le. They still have not forget me. lols. All of them last time treat me very good de los. Very 'teng' wo. ^^ yvette n hui ling was working there too. The handsome manager welcome me back sia. hahas ! I next year jan going back to work. LOLS !

Ok , here r some photos that me n su had taken today. First time took pic together with our new phone. ^^ enjoy viewing ! =)

LOVE forever Ohs !

Two dumb dumb !

smile into the heart !

My mirror had spoilt. =(

Me n gladys fav photo ! =)

My eyes is really BIG ! =.="

Reflection of me !

Kiss kiss ! muacks !

Let's smile !

2008-12-14T07:43:00.000-08:00

Headed to grandma house after i eat. Wanna take photo for baby en en. but she keep on moving !!! VERY difficult to take los. today si beh sians n tired. Blog till here le. Goodnights ! =)

She is my darling !

Her whole body is in the toilet bowl !!

2008-12-11T06:44:00.000-08:00

I have bought a new phone ! It;s LG KU990R n it is pink in colour ! My favourite colour lors !And it looks like a digital cam. Love it man !

Gladys , Jere n Me r using the same phone. Happy that i no need to change my hp no. At first , i thought of getting a new no. but , just nice ! My contract finish le. So no need to change my no. anymore ^^ Waiting for Gladys to be free. So that we can go shopping n buy some accessories for our new phone ! GLADYS TSP rmb that we say that we will decorate our phone together right ? HAHAHAHA. I think i will buy one item for u. ( IF i have enough money lahs ) =X

See ? soooooo good of me right ? Hais. Dunnoe why i so good sia. *tsk tsk* LOLS ! ok lahs. here r some pic of the phone that i just bought. =) Enjoy viewing !

Pretty right ? It is very light too. =)

2008-11-30T08:09:00.000-08:00

I have watched ''Chiwawa" and "city of ember". Chiwawa is nice. But to me, City of Ember is a bit boring. That's my opinion only. But if u all wanna watch just go ahead bahs. Chiwawa is cute ! Feel like buying one. HAHAHAHA !!! But ... no money .. T.T

Anyway, i will be working lately. So , i will be updating my blog less. Tmr need to go to Expo for briefing. I will be working at Expo from Tues to Sun. Maybe meeting gladys after that. LOLS. i wanna take a 2nd job. Pastamania pay is too little le. i guess i will be working at swissotel bahs. I wanna work at orchard K box de. But 17 then can work. sian diao u noe ? hahas.

Ok , update till here le. Off to watch my show ! byes !

2008-11-27T09:03:00.000-08:00

OMG ! A PERVERT MSN ME !

moo.moo.cat@hotmail.com says:
hello
moo.moo.cat@hotmail.com says:
u there ma ?
Tings; Hope u do ur job well n dun get into any trouble. =) - says:
who r u ?
moo.moo.cat@hotmail.com says:
i saw ur friendster pic
moo.moo.cat@hotmail.com says:
u are chio
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im steaming now
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ur figure make me masterbate baby !!
moo.moo.cat@hotmail.com says:
wana meet up for sex??
moo.moo.cat@hotmail.com says:
i wana use my hard penis and rub ur tight vargina HARD !!

=.=" MAD right ? FUCKER sia .. make ppl no mood only lors.

Anyway , i slping le. Tmr working. Goodnights !

2008-11-23T20:11:00.000-08:00

i'll be going to teo heng le ! update when i m back. =)

2008-11-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

I M VERY HAPPY WORKING IN PASTAMANIA !

The ppl there help me a lot. They very take care of me. hahahahas. happy happy ^^ I m the smallest there ohs. Then i joke n say that u all must adore me uhs ! LOLS. they say of course ! cause i m cute there ! HAHAHAHA =.=" (BHB) cause i keep on smilng n laughing there. like mad woman then they say i cute =.=" I LOVE WORKING TOGETHER WITH THEM ! I feel that only them can make me forget bout the past. love them lots lots. ^^

Anyway , tmr working at 5pm. So can use com till quite late bahs. FINALLY can slp le !! yay !!!! lols. *crazy* hahahaha. Hmms. CHEN SU SU scare me the other day ! OMG !

HELLO ? NEXT TIME MUST RMB TO REPLY ME HORS ! U NOE HOW WORRY M I NOT ?!!! IDOIT !!! hahahaha. ok lahs. stop here le. i going to bathe liaos.

So , goodnights everyone ! n take care ohs.

2008-11-15T05:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !

Actually i wanna wish u at 12 de. But i just cant bring myself to do it. I feel that it is really pathetic for me to wish u in my blog. This day is suppose to be a most happy day of my life. But it was u , who destroy it. N now , this date become the worst day of my life. I already control myself not to wish u de. But i just cant do it.

Anyway , wish u have a best day ever bahs. Hope u dun think bout the past anymore n live happily. Just carry on with ur life n live with no regrets. =) I think i will still wish u every year bahs. ^^

2008-11-14T05:41:00.000-08:00

*yawns* Tis few days busy working so nv update blog. Damn long hours lors ! But nvm. I m happy ! hahahahahaha !! The ppl there r all very friendly. The work there r all quite easy. easier than sakura los. hahas. Anyway , today , one of my friend who is a rider ride me home. My first time sitting motor sia !!! Damn scary lors ! OMG ! like will fall anytime. =.=" I think i next time dun wanna sit le. lols. Sians. Tmr still got work. This few days work morning de. T.T not enough slp sia.

off to bathe n then orh orh le.

Goodnights everyone ! =)

All my friends MUST take care ohs !

2008-11-09T03:44:00.000-08:00

These few days too busy to blog le. At least i blog today right ? haas. quite a lot of things to say actually. first of all :

GLADYS TAN SU PING ! Thanks for accompany me whenever i m feeling down. U r really a great friend. I swear u r the best friend that i ever have lors ! I know that i m being very emotional this few days. But please bear with it ok ? I believe that everything is gonna be fine soon. Hmms. I cant tolerate how my mother control me. Parents keep on quarrelling. Brother attitude n character sucks ! My family sucks ! Everything sucks ! Thank u for leaving me at this point of time. U choose a very good timing. I always thought that u will be there for me whenever i need u. But .... I m wrong. Anyway , i m glad. At least i m not a burden to u bahs. U made me realise that whatever i did is wrong n useless. I dun even know wat is right n wat is wrong anymore. I really couldn't control myself le. I just wish to have someone that will care n love me with all his heart. Is it very difficult ? i dun understand , why girls can but guys cant ? I feel that the world is very unfair to girls los.

Anyway , went to PP with gladys yesterday. Ke li came down o meet us. Then head to TOPONE ! Finally can sing le ! I waited for so long can ?!!! HAHAHAHA. We all have fun at topone. Inside damn cold los. See how i button my cardigan jiu know le. A bit ugly , but nvm. Anyway i nobody wan. HAHAHA. Gladys keep on singing the wrong words los. She damn funny sia. Actually i oso. But not worse than her !! Yesterday very happy los. Now , i can live happily without him le. Hope that i can get over the past soon. =) Hmms. I will be working on thursday. First day of work los. A bit excited. Although i dun really like the work , but all working under one rooft i feel so contented already. Haas. Hope we can have lunch together ! >.<

At night , went to pub with my mother. She go there meet friend talk talk los. Drank beer. Mother friend still cheers with me los. haas. Dun say i mountain tortise uhs ! I FIRST time see small cann de heineken. =.=" Drank 3 bottle of it. Too cute le. I still ask my mother if i can bring home to "zhuo ji nian pin" or not then kena scolded. *sobbs* she keep on saying i mountain tortise. Sad diao u noe ? Headed home after that. so damn tired thats why did not update.

Anyway , here r some photo of yesterday n the day gladys pei me went to take my uniform.

2008-11-06T04:38:00.000-08:00

yesterday , i went to find gladys after her work. We went to TM n return her uniform. Actually , she wanted to find me after work. But she say she very tired then i thought she wont come find me le. Anyway , i oso dun wish to stay at home if not will anyhow think. Thats why i go find her. She wanna buy cheese cake for me de los ! Such a wonderful friend she is ! But ... i go find her then she say dun wanna buy le. T.T SAD ! If i noe i dun wan go find u le. haas. (joking) Reach there bout 7 plus. We shop n look for my hairband. So ex can ?!! 18.90 but i still bought it. lols. after shop , i soooo damn hungry then ask her pei me go eat. Cause i one whole day nv eat le .. no appetite at all los. Jere came too. She baked cookies Ohs. hahas. We shop n gladys bought a FOX sweater. Jere went home first. I went to gladys house downstair slack with her. We talk bout lots of things. Reach home bout 12. Very tired los. But end up 4 plus then slp. =.=

Today , i went to parkway to look for a job. Ate my lunch with my dear Janet. After that she pei me go find job. But she cant pei me long. cause she have to go back to work. =( FINALLY , i found a job ! Tmr early in the morning need to go collect uniform. I work at PASTAMANIA lors ! Actually i dun wanna work de. But the manager there say till she employ me for sure. Pay same with Sakura. T.T Starting i thought wait for call that type de. But .. Things went wrong !! Then bo bian. Nvm bahs. Anyway , janet , benny , kok hua , jere n mayb some of our friends work there too. We all work under one roof sia .. *happy happy* benny say will go there eat at his lunch time. WOW ! He's WONDERFUL ! *muacks ! Maybe all of our friends can go home together ! So i will not be lonely ! hahas. Cant wait to start work sia .. so that i wont think so much at home. =( The ppl there are quite friendly. Okay , i bought that Gladiator that i aimed very long. My mummy paid for me de ohs .. So kind of her. hahas. Today , everything went well for me.

Anyway , i think i will be going to ice skating with the Ye's fammy on Sat ! hahahahaha ! Cant wait that day to come. WO HAO QI DAI OHS ! sure will keep falling de lehs. T.T later butt pain pain. Hmms. Dunnoe why this few days can keep going out. I feel so weird sia .. But its good ! m i right ? haas. Went to find Benny at best denki today. OMG ! He wear till sooo smart can ? This is the first time saw him wear like this. After that , i went to arcade. Benny went to find me. Hahas. Shhhhhhhhh ... He eat "snake". Dun tell anyone uhs ! LOLS. He tell me there nobody care de. hahas. so good los. But 18 n above then can work. =.=" lols.

Messaging with him now. He drinking with his in-charge lors. hahas. sure is wan to "POR" him deh ! hahas. He quite cute actually. opps ! i did not say anything just now. =x

Hmms. Blog till here le. i today so lo soh can ? hahas. anyway , i think i will blog often bahs. =) Take care ohs everyone ! goodnights !

To BENNY QUAH : PLEASE DUN MENTION HIS NAME INFRONT OF ME ANYMORE ! I DUN WAN TO KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING ! THANK YOU ! I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM LE ! WANNA KNOW MORE ? READ MY BLOG !

2008-11-05T10:18:00.000-08:00

This 2 song is Specially dedicate for YOU !

黄品冠-我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心不在你身上我的关心
你依然无动于衷我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔能给你真的愉悦
我以为我能全力填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生
他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强却一天天地失望
少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望
却输得那呢绝望

吴克群-爱太痛

吃不能吃睡不能睡
没有了你全都不对
我都学不会把爱敷衍

用笑容来把眼泪催眠
笑不能笑哭不敢哭
人不像人鬼不像鬼
朋友都说这不过失恋
但我却连呼吸都胆怯

能不能不爱了因为爱太痛了

我痛得快死了却无法把你忘了

能不能不爱了爱情它太痛了
我痛得快死了却无法把爱割舍
...我不能睡...

我不能够不能够不爱了

2008-11-04T21:58:00.000-08:00

i dunnoe wat to say. u have ruined my life totally !! I really wanna thank you for letting me learn to grow up. =) U r like a stranger to me now. I really wont care the things that u do or the words that u say. Ur name WONT even be mentioned in my life anymore. I only know that those words u say r all lies ! GUYS R ALL LIARS ESPECIALLY YOU ! I wan u to get out of my life. Yea .. I know that feelings this type of things cannot be forced de. It's u who let me know that whatever i do is USELESS ! No one will appreciate it. I swear i wont treat any guys nicely anymore ! I really hope to get over u as fast as i can. Next time i will listen to gladys they all de advice le. Wat they say is right. and u really did it. I couldn't believe that the person i trust the most would hurt me so deep like this. I wont let this happen to me anymore. U r the one who let me learn many things. I really dunnoe how to thank u sia .. hope from today onwards u wont let me see u bahs. I finally woken up from a very scary nightmare. All credits goes to u. =)

I wont give u my blessing. U may say i m cruel or wat. I dun care. Is u cause me to do it de. One years plus ago , i remember i force myself to give u my blessing. But now not anymore. I m sorry. I dun care how u think of me now. N i also dun wish to know too. REMEMBER ! NEITHER DO I REGRET NOR HATE U. I just hope you would be happy & dont eat so much maggi next time, its not healthy. MUST take good care of urself uhs ! Hope you will be a good player in de soong team too.

However, dont make empty promises and just simply apologise when you cant fulfill it. it may not hurt you but it DOES hurt me. All my tears shed for you have gone to waste . you are not even worth my tears. I'll not be there for you, anymore. Although i wish to , but i m not going to hurt myself like this anymore. U can say i selfish or wat. i hate myself for being so sarcastic.

Thanks to all my friends ! Finally Sunshine after Rain le ! =) I will stay happy ! But i will take many precautions too. After this time , i noe how to take care of myself n my heart le. Thanks Gladys to give me soooo much support ! Love u girl ! muacks ! U r such a great friend ! Jere too Ohs ! Thanks for giving me ur support ! =)

We dun have anymore relationship from : 3:10:52 5 november 2008

2008-07-25T23:28:00.000-07:00

it's over ! it's all over ! i think this time i'm REALLY going to let u go.
Go ahead n cherish her bahs. I won't stop u from doing that. Once i saw the thing that u
wrote in ur blog "the lastest update 24 july" I M GIVING UP !
I'm not sure if i can do it anot. but i really hope i can. so that u no need to feel stress n pressurized
by me. i won't force u to do the things that u dun like ! U can spend more time with her if u like to. i dun care ! N i dun wish to care anymore ! love her with all ur heart bahs. u noe when everytime she go to ur house i feel
scared. know why ?
( Because i scared u do wrong things. Although i know that u wont.)

I think i m jus being too sensitive le bahs. I wish i'm sensiive too.

Don't worry. i will get over soon !

:: i love talking to u
:: i love playing with u
:: i love pinching u
:: i love the look on ur face
:: i love ur funny faces
:: i love the way that u do things
:: i love the way u play with me
:: i love the way u studied in class
:: i love the way u talking
:: i love the way u smile at me (so sweet)
:: i love ur everything !!

it's too many for me to list all out

PLEASE FORGET ABOUT ME ! I M ALRIGHT =) N I SWEAR I DO !

i'm gotta get u OUT of my life ! but i will always be there for u if u need me. I SWEAR !

ps: once u lose it , u will NEVER NEVER get it back
cherish the people around u n live with no regrets. =)

2008-06-05T21:58:00.000-07:00

long time nv update blog le. i jus came back from bangkok 3 days ago.

it was fun but very siian. cause i always go there on my holidays. bought alot of clothes , accesories, heels , dress n many more ! they really damn cheap can ?!

the stocking there sell 2 for $8 los. while singapore is 1 for $10 ++. ex right ?!

some more same brand de. -_-" hope that next time got chance can go with my girlfriends !

so that we can shop together. feel like going to malaysia lehs. but cant.

prelims is round the corner le. mus study liaos. T.T jiayous bahs "JIE MEI MEN !"

i still haven go school take report book los. haiis. school reopen mus take le. write till here le.

lazy to write. bbbyyyyyyyyesssssssss.

2008-05-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

omg ! it has been 10 days that i nv update my blog. this few days busy watching dramas !

damn nice can ? left two more days i will b going to bangkok le. mus miss me Ohs. =p

i will miss my girlfriends de. T.T update till here los. i go watch my dramas le.

bbbbbbbyyyyyyyeeeeeee ..........

2008-05-19T06:55:00.001-07:00

fews days no blog le. i was having my dinner at a restaurant yesterday.

it was my grandma's birthday. n u noe wat ?! i saw NURUL .

she was eating with her sister n her sister boyfriend. i was so surprise when i saw her.

we talk for awhile n went back to eat. it was really delicious !

i ate crab , BIG fish , scallop n alot alot more ! i think i m going to put on weight already.

haiis. i go watch my dramas le. byyyyyeeeeeessssssssss.

2008-05-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

haiis. todae whole day very siians los. go mustafa to

buy keyboard. At night go to pray. jus reach home not long.

N u noe wat ?! taxi fare is $12 !! waste money. I promise

i wont take cab at night le. anyway , saw my baby cousin.

she's so damn cute can ? feel like biting her CHEEKS !

love her Sooooo much ! Ehhs. update till here le.

nth more to sae. my dear GLADYS waiting for me to

join her in VIWAWA. ByesByes.

2008-05-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

Do tag me more often aye.

This is my first time blogging and not to worry, I'll blog often, heh. (:

this is the first time i m blogging.

ppl mus b thinking why m i so late than create a blog right ??

cause i lazy to blog. everytime see ppl blog need to do many things , see

liaos 0so sians. thats why i dun like to blog. but this is last

time de me. hahas. some more my keyboard got problem. very difficult to

type lors ! but nvm. lols. thanks for helping me to create 0hs.

my dear GLADYS !

didn't expect me to put ur picture here bahs ?

i did it PURPOSELY to thank u de. xp i noe how to upload le hors !

anyway , takecares all my friends n goodnights !